Entry 1? i guess 10:06 p.m.
it’s been a minute since i wrote anything about you at all, i guess anything at all on this website. I’m not really the one to watch love drama type shit but one day i was like what the hell, i read a lot of love mangas back in the days. I so happened to clicked on this weird one called “Domestic Girlfriend” (it just so happened to be the first one, i didn’t think anything weird about it” but i really got into it, solid shit honestly. but theres only one season so i was like i wonder if they got manga for this shit i was sucked in. anyways i found it to my surprise. the more i submerge myself into the story, the more it reminded me of you. i guess not in the sense of the storyline but i guess the little things they did in the story. weird, i havent thought that much of you as of late and thinking of you now doesnt send a piercing feeling through my chest but it does bring me somewhat sense of sadness somewhere inside me. The more i read into the story the more i thought of “hmm i remember when we used to do some shit like this.” or i guess i would think how it would feel to do something like this. seeing the heartbreak of the main character reminded how i fell apart. but i digress. I’m doing better, i smile more and laugh as well. but shiiittttt im outty lol. was a lot on my mind while i was reading that manga and thoughts of you flooded my mind so thought i write it somewhere, well type down i guess.
